Unbalanced

For the first time since I started working in floral, it hasn’t been my entire world for the first half of February and… I haven’t known what to do. Everything has felt unbalanced, I haven’t been sure if I should relax to keep my strength for work, or put energy into the business, and have ended up doing a larger amount of nothing than I feel comfortable with.

When you plan all year for something to drain the life out of you and it doesn’t, apparently it throws everything pretty far off. It probably doesn’t help that the auto post to Facebook feature hasn’t been working, and I don’t know how to fix it, and I miss when I knew how to fix things wrong with my website.

I used to code in notepad and upload direct HTML. The internet was a much simpler beastie back then, it wasn’t viewed on smart phones, you only had to worry about which browser the person was using. Even pictures were relatively new… my computer had like 3 gigs of memory total and I now take pictures that would have filled my entire hard drive.

Information then was different, too. You had to pay to access it, and every topic under the sun wasn’t available. Research and knowledge was still locked up in books. Admittedly… with the false information that seems to sweep along at a faster pace than facts, sometimes I miss that.

Perhaps I am echoing how I feel about the world right now in my own self, unbalanced, uncertain. Maybe next month taking time to connect to a new community will help with that. At the very least, I have a working vacation and a true vacation to look forward to.

Also coming up in March, a national craft month challenge by Fusion Beads. I’ll talk more about that on the 27th! Join me again on Thursday to hear about the other pair of Cousin pliers I was gifted in December.

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